The Sleeper has Awakened!
I sit here after a delightfully cooperative act of getting the children to school, musing before taking the morning nap that allows me to both work nights and wake up at 5 am, enjoying a nice mug of tea and being grateful that there has been a planetary alignment that has developed the massive gravitational forces necissary to pull my head out of my ass.
I had been pretty seriously depressed for the past several months, as most of you might have noticed in my tone here, but a few days ago I sort of had a moment of Satori and everything just seemed far clearer than it had in a long time.
My problems are still the same but instead of staring & complaining I’m actually starting to make small, daily, quantifyable bits of headway no matter what. Also and most excitingly to me; I’ve been actively reinvolving myself in the arts, be it banging away on one of my instruments, drawing or whatnot & for the first time in a while I’m feeling myself again…. I’ll convince you later since I’m heading toward nodding off right now…